Daddy scare the hell out of me. He really did. Nevermind, I shouldn't mention the details here. (:
His call & now I'm left awake with only 3 hours of sleep. Yes, I became a nutcase & started watching drama from yesterday 1am to this afternon 3pm before I sleep. Not a very right thing to do, I know. But, I just felt like watching, thus.
Now, I'm all alone at home. & I'm hungry. My tummy's so empty since yesterday junk food. Now, I wish I had some food to chew on. Maybe I should just order mac or maybe call yeemay for supper or maybe I should just cook maggimee.. Ahhh.. Haiya..
Home for the pass 2 days, doing just nothing.
I really hate being alone at home this days. ...
His call & now I'm left awake with only 3 hours of sleep. Yes, I became a nutcase & started watching drama from yesterday 1am to this afternon 3pm before I sleep. Not a very right thing to do, I know. But, I just felt like watching, thus.
Now, I'm all alone at home. & I'm hungry. My tummy's so empty since yesterday junk food. Now, I wish I had some food to chew on. Maybe I should just order mac or maybe call yeemay for supper or maybe I should just cook maggimee.. Ahhh.. Haiya..
Home for the pass 2 days, doing just nothing.
I really hate being alone at home this days. ...
What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now & then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now & again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
& having so much to say
& watching you walk away
& never knowing
What could have been
& not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends & I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
& having so much to say
& watching you walk away
& never knowing
What could have been
& not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
& having so much to say
& watching you walk away
& never knowing
What could have been
& not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now & then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now & again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
& having so much to say
& watching you walk away
& never knowing
What could have been
& not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends & I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
& having so much to say
& watching you walk away
& never knowing
What could have been
& not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
& having so much to say
& watching you walk away
& never knowing
What could have been
& not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
It plays on.
